when i grow up

okay, so i haven't updated in forever so i'll update now cause i want to and i have nothing better to do with my time. Schools going really good, better than what i expected. I finally have a group of friends that i love, and some that i'm on the verge of loving. :)) I think this year will be one of the best ones, but it will also probably be one of the most interesting. I can tell that theres going to be drama, love, hate, and worries throughout this new year, but i can deal. My classes are actually pretty great, and so are my lunches. I have almost all my lunches with Justin or Kristin or someone else thats wonderful, which is pretty cool. Kristin and Evan are my best friends at the start of this year, and hopefully they'll still be by the end. We had a dance Friday night, which was really fun but tiring. It was amazing being with Kristin the whole night and we tore it up. :)) It was fun hanging out with chels and kevin, and justin and his friends too. And then hanging out with Evan, Liana, Dom, Katie, and all those people too. That was by far the best dance ever, probably because there wasn't any drama attached. Dances are supposed to be fun, your supposed to act wild and crazy..not have to worry about what friend said this, and whos dancing with who. It's just a dance people. :)) Anyways, after it was over i was gunna go play lazertag with justin and kristin and evan and probably some of justins friends, but we didn't go. But still, lazertag or not, it was a really fun night. I missed my Will alot though, but it was good to just hang out with my friends and not worry about guys. I'm so glad i have my william james, he's another reason this year is going to be amazing. I love him so much. hehe :)) So yesturday was pretty great too. I woke up, still tired as hell and i little deff because of dnacing too close to the speakers the night before, but i managed. As the day went on i didn't feel to great cause i was sick, but Will still came over. And by the time he had to get dropped off, i felt a heck of a lot better. I'm pretty sure it was these vitamins i took in the morning that made me sick, but whatever. Will came over at 3 and we watched funny videos online.

heres the video we both loved so much :))


then we went to shopping with my parents at Shaws. hahaha that was such an amazing shopping trip to say the least. We say Elijaho-face there and they kept fighting over the carriage while i was trying to look for fucking stuff. lol BOYS. Anyways, me and Will were talking about how much Elijah loves him, and it's true, Elijah is soo in love with him. It's so cute. Anyways, then we went home and carried bags upstairs. We dropped waters everywhere and they fell down the stairs. hahaha Anyways, then we hung out with the kids and played board games and xbox and nintendo DS. Will is amazing with the little ones. :)) After the Stretego we ate dinner, which is always crazy with my family. Then we played more games after dinner and by the time we finished making up our own version of scrabble, it was time for will to go homee. So we took him home and then drove back here and i went online for a while and talked to some people. Then i eventually went to bed. You don't need to know about my morning, i'll tell you some other time. I'd add pictures, but i really don't feel like it now. Maybe another time i'm bored. :)) I'll update later maybe?
<3 i love you so so so so so much Will


                                                     -Jenna

Alrighty, so i'm gunna update because i know people are actually going to read this. Uhhmm.. i didn't really do anything today. I basically just hung around the house and talked to Will. i love him more than anything in the entire world. He makes me laugh and smile. And i love how i can be myself with him. We laugh when we say stupid things and we act insane. I LOVE IT. He's my hero.<3

Anyways, uhhmm here's a picture =]
ENJOY    <3210

You and me
Meant to be
Immutable
Impossible
It's destiny
Pure lunacy
Incalculable
Insufferable
But for the last time
You're everything that I want and ask for
You're all that I'd dreamed
Who wouldn't be the one you love
Who wouldn't stand inside your love
Protected and the lover of
A pure soul and beautiful you
Don't understand
Don't feel me now
I will breathe
For the both of us
Travel the world
Traverse the skies
Your home is here
Within my heart
And for the first time
I feel as though I am reborn
In my mind
Recast as child and mystic sage
Who wouldn't be the one you love
Who wouldn't stand inside your love
And for the first time
I'm telling you how much I need and bleed for
Your every move and waking sound
In my time
I'll wrap my wire around your heart and your mind
You're mine forever now
Who wouldn't be the one you love and live for
Who wouldn't stand inside your love and die for
Who wouldn't be the one you love



comments?
<3 i love you so much Will

IT'S RAINING.
i'm updating! yeah, the first time in about umm.. well a long time. My summer is going pretty damn great so far. =] This is probably the best summer i've ever had because i finally have all my friends sorted out. I finally know who i'm best friends with, who i'm kinda best friends with, who i would like to become better friends with, and  who i want to become friends with. I'm not going to explain all the people who fit into these categories, but i'm happy with where everyone is. Of course i'd like to hang out more with SOME people. And i'd like to meet new friends. But these categories fit the people. I love talking to new people and i've met alot of really great new friends already that i plan to hang out with before the summer is donee. Some of my new friends are just wonderful. Like Andrew, Mikki, Chris, Nicole.. i love them. Anyways, umm my summer has been really great because my family-life is wonderful. I've finally organized family time and Will time. I hated not being with my family as much as i used to so i split the time in half. Yes, this summer has been extremely great because i have Will. He's always there to support me and make me laugh and i couldn't ask for anyone better. It's wierd because we're at this stage where we are best friends. We just love each other so much, and instead of just kissing and being all on top of each other like some people are, we just hang out. It's amazing, because when we're hanging out we make stupid jokes and act stupid. We're so comfortable around each other, and i love that. Oh yeah, while i wasn't updating i made these slideshows which make me smile. I was going to end this update with my slideshows but idk how to put them on here.. once i find out how, i'll show you guys! =D

slideshow page

I love you more than anything Will
RAWR. sldgosgirao, GOODDAY

OTAY OTAY..
so i don't have much to explain about the past week or so, because i really don't remember that far back. lol So i guess i'll start at Tuesday.
06/04. Woke up at 6:30. Helped my parents clean up the yard and the house. Helped my dad set up the speakers on the deck outside. Helped my mom get some fooding ready. Then i got ready a little bit and downloaded music until people got here. MAJOORRR FUNNN. I won't tell you what happend, because then i'd have to kill you. haha jk, but so many things happend that i'd be going on forever. I braided Dan's hair. =p lol it came out so skaterboy-ish which was pretty funny. And umm... then i basically hung out around the pool, until i went home with Dan. I slept over him house with Vanessa and Justin(that red boy..lol) which was funn. That was seriously the best night ever. Spend most of it on the phone with Will while watching DIRTY JOBS with Dan and Justin. woah.. sooo hillarious. "HE'S POOPING A CHICKEN!" lmao. funny stuff. Then i spent a little while online. And me, Vanessa, Dan, Justin, Paul, and Jameal hung out a while. Then once a lot of people went to bed, i went upstairs and watched Dave Chappelle until 11 or so. Then i went to bed. =)
06/05. Woke up and had breakfast with everyone. Then watched TV while Paul and Jameal went to the dentist. Justin left. So Dan, Vanessa, and I hung out all day and waited for the brothers to get home. =p After that my dad came and picked me up. I went home and had some pizza. Then basically talked to Will the whole night. =]
06/06. Got up around 9-ish. Called Will. Got ready some. Went to Will's house from 1-5. One word.. MAGICAL. =] Came home around 5 and had some food finally cause i didn't eat food all day. Relaxed and read a book the whole night. Yelled at people for fireworks at 11 at night.
06/07. Got up early so i could talk to Evan about plans. Got ready and talked on the phone. Evan walked to my house, and then we drove to Lincoln Mall. We hung around there for a while doing random stuff..lol We got our movie tickets. And then we went to the theater and waited for Meredith. =) After she came we went and walked around the mall. Then we decided we were hungry, so we went to get some food at Papa Ginos. Then we finally went into the theater and got our seats. But even before we sat down, we happend to see Ms. Katie Barnhart! lol And her little bro of course! Which was freakin hillarious. lol And then we watched the POTC2 which turned out to be freakin fantastic. lol Such a great movieeeee!!!!!!!!! Then my parents picked Evan. Meredith, and I up at Starbucks cause we walked there to get coffeeee. Then after we dropped them both off at home, i came home and relaxed. I even managed to make spme plans for the weekend. I can't wait until Thursday! ME, KRISTIN, EVAN, AND JUSTIN ARE GOING TO SEE POTC2 AGAIN!!!! haha.. thats gunna be hillarious. They are all like my friends of the summer, everyone i mentioned, lol. Anyways idk what else is planned for this week/end. Will's coming over Sunday and we're probably going to go play b-ball. =]
Plans monday,tuesday,wednesday,friday anyone?
<3 i love you so much Will 4/4/05

Otay otay, i figured i'd update..

I guess the past few days have been pretty freakin wonderful =]

I spent Thurdsday around Providence with Elijah and my dad. We went to the zoo for a couple hours. Then we went shopping and out to a few stores. =D hehehehe


Me & Elijah =D

Elijah-face =p

MONKEY!

FLAMINGO!

Picture of the wonderfully beautiful city of Providence

Hehe.. providence mall. Thought this was wicked cool! =D

Random building yo =]
After i got home i went outside and waited for Evan to get there. Then Elijah, Evan, and hung out in the pool until 5 or so =)

Me on the phone outside.. i dont really like this pic, but o well =0

haha.. this one made me smile =p

I spent Friday with my Majay. It was really great because i haven't seen her in a wicked long time and she's been my friend since the beginning of forever so i dont wanna loose touch. She picked me up at 3:00. We went back to her place, and hung out for a while. Played The Urbs on gamecube which was pretty funn. =) Then we all got in the car and her dad drove us to Providence so we could get on the bus to Foxwoods. I sat with majay in the very back and U-Jay sat in front of us.. it was so cooool. After we got to Foxwoods (45 minutes or so later) we went to the buffet and got some food. Then Charley went to go play the slots, while U-Jay, majay, and I walked around and went to the arcade. =D So many hillarious times.


Me and Majay =D

The Urbs yo

haha.. i love her

THE BUS =D

Us on the busssss

U-Jay and Majay at Foxwoods =]

U-Jay: Hey jenna come here
Me: What? *walks over*
U-Jay: how to you play this game?
Me: You have to put the coin in and try to get it in the slot above the dump truck and iyou get 5 tickets for every coin that falls off.
U-Jay: Really??!? *humps the machine as tockets fall*
Jenna: hahahaha
*Alarm goes off*
Ujay: OH SHIT!?!
LMAO.. omg way too funny.

Then Majay and I rode the simulator rollorcoster/jet plane thing. It was so hillarious. You get to control the jet one while your inside, but we kinda didn't know what the hell we were doing. lmao Then after we left the arcade we rode the elevators. hahaha that was hillarious. U-Jay was laughing so much. =p When we first got in there we pressed the P2 button and then before the doors closed, an old lady came in and was like "P2!!". hahaha And then all the floors looked EXACTLY the same. hahaha. Then Majay was yelling at me for pressing all the buttons. Then two Asians came in and were like "Wow your going every where." haha and we were all laughing the whole time. =p And then we took two of the picture things in the booths which was funny because those things deff. are not built for three people! lol

Oh boy, i love them. But anyways, at 12:45 we met up with Charlie and took the bus back to Providence. U-Jay and Majay we're basically asleep on the bus, while i was wicked hyper cause i had two coffees. and an energy drink. lol But after we got to providence we drove home. It was soo late (or early) so we went to bed almost right away. Then in the morning we got up early. U-Jay got dropped off at work, and Charlie took Majy and I out for breakfast. =D Then i went back home and got "fully" ready. lol

After i finished getting ready, i called Will and talked to him on the phone while i cleaned up a bit. Then he came over and we watched Stealing Harvard. Which is soo hillarious btw. And after that we went to my parents friend Lezlie's house for her daughter Lauren's graduation party. Pretty funn! Will and I sat on the floor and hung out/ talked most of the time. Then we ate some food, and played with this little ball thing we found. lol It was raining terribly so we couldn't go in the pool. And i didn't feel like going outside just to get wet so we stayed inside. Pretty greattt. Then we played some ping-pong. Against each other, and then against my dad. lol And then we went back to my house at like seven and hung out some more. At eight we brought him home and i came home and did some major relaxing. And then i called it a night. =)


I make wierd faces..
but thats okay because I love this kid =D

Sunday (yesturday) I woke up early and talked to Will on the phone for a while, while he packed for Maineee. After i talked to him I went shoping with my Mom and my aunt. =D It was pretty funn because they are so hillarious. We we're in the driveway talking about the place we should go to first because my little cousin Elijah needed a cup for baseball, and my Aunt was like "hmm.. how about Dick's Sporting Goods?" And my mom was like "yeah that would be ironic" hahaha i love them x 456892376. Anyways, while i was there i talked to Will on my cell phone. Then we took a ride to look at houses. =) After i got home i got ready for yet another party. Fun fun fun. Then i came home and talked to Will on the phone. Anyways, that was the end of my night. =]

Will left this morning for Maine. Sad yet happy. I'm glad he gets to go on vacation because he deserves it for being such a great guy and all. I'm not gunna hold him back from having a great time. =) Of course i shall miss him. And he did promise to call me EVERY night no matter what. =) So i guess i dont have much to worry about. Anyways, i wen to Katie's house today which was greattttttt! She is always to much fun fun fun. hehehe We hung out the whole day and did basically nothing which was nice. Had some pizza. Drowned a snake. And i got crowned a night! What a surprise? lol We took mucho pictures which i still need to download onto the PC!! Then katie finally grew her grass =p haha Anyways it was wicked fun and i love her more than life. yo. =D Then i came home and took a little nap. I had a humungo headache dudee! Then Will called to say he loved me and we talked for about a half hour. Even though he's calling me again tonight to say goodnight, it was wonderful. After that i came online and talked to some people, checked some things, and downloaded music. Downloaded some old school rockkkkkk!! haha.. not really too much old school lol just kinda old. But still wonderful!

So right now i'm just hanging around.
Probably gunna go read.
Now that my fingers hurt from typing so much.
Sorry journal, i tired you out yo.
I'll add pics of Katie & I tomorrow!
Mucho lovo =D
<3 i love you Will

DEAR JOURNAL,


Today/Tonight, Tomorrow, Friday =D

TODAY/TONIGHT:
1. Outside with Evan and Elijah
2. Phone and relaxing after they leave
3. Online a little more
4. Bed

TOMORROW:
1. Waking up, Getting ready
2. Will's house from 12-5 or so
3. Back here
4. Outside, Pool
5. Relaxing, Phone, Bed

FRIDAY:
1. Waking up, Getting ready
2. Hanging out with that boy Justin maybe?
3. Foxwoods! with Majay and her familia later!
4. Sleeping over her house!=D

I'll be able to update again on Saturday.
This is turning out to be the best summer.
I finally got my hair done,
and i love it nomatter what anyone else says.
I'm best friends with the greatest people
who actually wanna hang out with me
as much as i want to hang out with them.
I have my Will, who is just amazing.
And is always there for me
when i need to talk or something.
I'm forgeting all my past troubles
from this point on.
And i'm just having so much fun!
Idk why i feel so happy this summer?
Usually im upset because i miss my friends,
but been almost a week,
and it's amazing ly spendiferic.
Yeah, journal, just made up a word.
IDK, i guess i just felt like spilling my heart out for a minute.
Haven't really been able to do that in a while.
Hopefully i didn't come off as a little self-centered or anything there.
I just was telling you, journal, that this summer is amazing.
I feel so lucky. And im so appreciative,
To experience what i have in my lifetime.
And to be the person i currently am.
YEAH..
I guess thats it, i'll update Saturday possibly. =]
<3 i love you Will


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RAWR.. mr. journal

Told you i'd get my hair changed. =)
This is the new me.
I don't like this picture,
But OH WEELLLLL =D
♥

Figured i'd update because i'm bored
ust got home from shopping with my daddy.
umm.. heres what i did yesturday.
-I went to my grandparents house early
Walked to Majay's house
walked back to my grandparents
We hung out for a while with my familia
which was wicked amazing.
I haven't hung around with her in a while.
So it was pretty cool.
Then we dropped her off at home around 5
And i came home and talked to Will.
Then went outside
Then in the pool
And then i came back upstairs
and talked to him for the rest of the night almost.
Then i went online
and then Evan-the-man called and we talked for a while.
And now i just got home from shopping
2572835 people IMed me while i was away this morning.
lol it was amazing.
Half told me thanks for my pictures of the party.
The other half were random.
lol
Anyways i'm gunna go take a shower
and straighten my hair
cause im getting it didd tomorrow! =]
All blonde-blonde with black tips
and shorter-ish.
=D
Can't wait.
I'll update a little later on.
But here are my plans for the week kindaaa...

Today: Chill around the house
Go outside and stuff
Even though it's 485781 degreees.
Maybe hanging with Evan?
Tomorrow: Can't go to the AFI concert sadly
because i found out about it too late.
And joey (that retarded child i call my friend) gets to go.
Anyways, getting my hair done at 12.
Then coming home and chillingggg outt.
Probably hanging out with Joey.
Wednesday: Will's house from 3-lateeeee.
And some pool/hanging outside before that.
Thursday: NOTHING! CALL FOR PLANS!
Friday: JUSTINN TIMEE!
haha.. Justin wanted to hang out
so probably hanging with him the whole day. =D

And after that.. im freeeeee
Summer is wonderful
=D i'll update whenever.
Gunna go shill with Evan on the phone
and then take a shower
And then talk to Will on the phone
and then do whatever i want. =)
<3 i love you so much Willlllll

fjkwiefhuiofe
(please don't try to sound that out Justin..lol)
RAWR.

My day
1. Softball practice
2. got my dad an XM radio
for Father's Day/b-day
3. When to the gym to work out
4. THEN GABBY'S SURPRISE PARTY!

I actually just got home for Gabby's surprise party!
Which was hella amazing.
SOO MUCH FUN.
Took so many pictures =)
But, im tired from the day,
So i'll make this short.
I didn't count all the people there..
But here's a list =D

Gabby
Meredith
Me
Jeff
Dan
Nick
Nate
Natasha
Dave
Russell
Ian
Maressa
Derek
Connor
Shayna
Kristin
Sean
And that animal is the forest =D

Anyways, it was wonderful.
I'll update tomorrow with pics
If i can.

Tomorrow -

Well, today was a great day. Sunny and beautiful.
But unfortunately im covered in bug spray.
So i need to go take a shower.
And then go to bed.
<3 i love my Will more than anything in the world

gwoengioeg
RAWR.

I was bored so i figured i'd make that.. if you want me to make you one, let me know =]
Here are some pictures i took the past few weeks or whateverrr.





















Take any pictures and i'll get violent
Please tell me first before you steal my art.
This is my pride and joy,
And i don't like it being taken away.
So please be nice.
If you guys leave comments
I'll even add more later. =)
<3 i love you Will 4/4/05

SO TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK =]
wrherhjektulukcfvs bye
RAWR.

Okay so today was the last day of school. Pretty freakin fantastic. English & Biology exams were easy even though i didn't study as much as i should. Got to spend time with friends. Got to give my love Katie some massively large hugs. =) Because i love her. Got to take a massive amount of pictures which was fun. Well, i can't really say I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL SUMMER anymore, because it's here. =D I'm so glad too. This summer is going to be different. Can't wait for the parties and maybe Six Flags! Not so much "new friends", just new experiences, new views on life. Ahh yepp. =) I'm getting my hair dyed Tuesday. I'm going to Connecticut to get it cut/styled/done by this amazing gay guy who does professional hair. WOOT. I cannot wait. I'm basically letting him do w/e he thinks is gunna look good, but i'm dying it blonde and getting black tips. Shorter too. Idk what style yet, but hopefully it doesn't look like shit. lol Even if it does, oh well, it's the change i need. Well, yeah, i'll update somtime during this wonderful summer ahead. Way too soon i'll be telling you, my livejournal friend, that summer is almost over. That'll be sad. But lets not think that far into the future just yet. <3 i love you Will =D


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RAWR.

OMG i so can't wait for this summer..
NEW FRIENDS,
OUR BAND,
TIME TO CHILL,
PARTIES,
DIEING MY HAIR,
GETTING MY NOSE PEIRCED,
PERSONAL TRAINOR,
MY SIX FLAGS PARTY,
MY SECOND ENTIRE SUMMER WITH WILL,
AND MANY CHANGES.
I so can't wait for this, because it's gunna be the best summer ever.
1. I get to meet alot of new friends, because Joey has alot of parties with his friends. He's only 17 so the kids there won't be wicked old. Plus i'm planning on meeting new people and starting actual "real" friendships with them.
2. Of course, no need to explain the band buisness. I'm either starting a band with Evan.. or if that doesn't work out, i can join Joey's band. He wanted me to join for a while, but i was wicked busy with school and life. But that would be sweet. He said i could even try vocals if i wanted. But, idk, my voice kinda sucks.
3. Finally get some time to just chill with friends and Will. My deck is finally built, so i'll be spending many hours outside by my pool and such. I might even have a pool party. But idk. Maybe i'll just relax on my own instead of have a party, because i need some extra ME time. =)
4. Like i said before, Joey always has parties so i'll probably go to a few of them. Is friends are so hillarious. Especially Ted with his freakin pig. hahaha Oh boy, you would've had to be there. =)
5. DIEING MY HAIR! WOOT! My mom said she might let me die my hair this summer. She might let me die it blonde and then die the bottom black. =) OMG.. i'd love her forever. I'd cut it like two inches too. How do you think it would look? Should I?
6. My mom's letting me get my nose pierced. My aunt might get her's done with me! hahaha =)
7. I have a personal trainer now, but during the summer i get to train with him for 2-3 hours a day Monday-Saturday. =) I'm kinda excited actually, because he is soo nice. Yeahhhhhhh.. it's a he. lol
8.  SIX FLAGS PARTY! Yeah, i'm thinking about having a summer birthday party at Six Flags. =) Well either that or Canobee Lake Park. I'd rather have it at Six Flags though. It would be a birthday party for me and Will. =) His birthday is September 20th and mine is the 28th but i wanna have it during the summer. I was thinking of bringing maybe 4 people. Will, Kristin, Evan, and someone else. If you wanna go then tell me!
9. This will be my second entire summer with Will. I'm so excited. =) I can't believe that yesturday it made one year and two monthes for us. It's great! =) =) I loves himmmm.
10. Alrighty.. and the changes, well, that just explains itself. I wanna change and become someone different. It's not that i don't like myself now, it's just that i need to fully forget about issues with friends that i shouldn't be worrying about. And i shouldn't be trying to be friends with people who i know are only gunna screw me over in the end. It's my mission to find a group of REALLY great friends that i know i can count on when i need them. I want to change i guess.

This summer will be radd
END OF STORRYYY
<3 i love you so much Will =)